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-dear life,

please get a little easier, i know sometimes you like to come around and be all big & bad but can you just back up for awhile. meet me halfway, allow some good to come into my life

just saying...

xoxo,

chels

ohhh baby , how you doinnnnn !

ok. i've found love again , his voice is too beautiful

always.

-C

3 premieres & another one today

was it just me or was abc poppin last night lmfao,

3 premieres in one nighht by far a great sunday

first was

-EXTREME MAKEOVER:HOME EDITION, those people were so humble and really deserved what they were given & that house was so bomb omg! i loved the little boys room the most:)

-DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES: ok those new neighbors are a bunch of freaks seriously i think that they're all a house full of killers did they not JUST move to wisteria lane and the son already chocked someone out dizzammm

-BROTHERS & SISTERS: so i never really kept up with that show before but i happened to watch it last night & fell in love with it so please forgive me if i dont know the storyline or character history like i do to every other show i watch, gimme a couple of weeks & i'll be up to speed!

overall a FAB night for abc ratings were probably out the roof:)

-- & does the new season of the hills start tonight or tomorrow ? not to sure but i'm excited to see what mess kristen starts if laguna beach ( my first love) is any indication of the drama she brings this will be a interesting season

always baby,

chelsea

this surprised me

honestly i clicked on this video cause i though it would be a joke, smh didnt i get fooled ! this mans voice is amazing to ME it's not what i expected to hear & i just love listening to him sing i hope you enjoy like i did.


plus he's singing my two favorites for the moment by whitney ahhh he has my heart<3

love love,

chelsea

what does she mean my black is beautiful ?

let me explain before you even ask .

if you aren't aware my Black is beautiful celebrates the beauty of every African-American woman, it's a campaign look it up for more info . i changed my blog description to that because sadly enough allot of us think that if we aren't light skin with long hair then we aren't beautiful

SIKE.

i love myself and the skin I'm in & not only is my black beautiful :

• my black is talented
• my black is powerful
• my black is more than what meets the eye
• my black is going places

how about you ?

xoxo,

chels

getting back to myself

it's been somewhat of a process for me to get back into this I'm single mind state, after awhile youre so used to everything being a certain way & when it changes it kinda takes some getting used to . but like the title says GETTING BACK TO MYSELF. today's a new day and for the first time in awhile I'm actually happy and content with things, i realized that even though a breakup may not be the easiest thing to go through it damn sure ain't the hardest. while I'm tripping over a situation that i created someone is being diagnosed with cancer ,

so it's time to cut the bullshit & start enjoying these days as if there isn't a tomorrow i know it sounds cliche but its the corny ass truth .. you know i volunteer at the children's hospital and every time i walk in those doors i see a child who wishes they could enjoy the simple things. i appreciate what I'm blessed with more and more because some people aren't this lucky

i say all this to make ONE point

life will go on, no matter the situation & it will leave you behind without looking back if you aren't careful

I'm getting back to myself :)

always,

Chelsea<3

alright alright

my computers back up & working ...

this month has been a toughie in some instances so my blogs have been minimal, but i promise i'll be back on my shit next month :)

STAY TUNEDDDD

love love,

chelsea

in for a laugh

lately i haven't been myself I've been a little down & these definitely brought my smile back :)

9th grade ! man time flies by to quick , back down memory lane

xoxo,

cee

back on my blogging bug*

"you dont know what love is until you've learned the meaning of the blues until you've loved a love you've had to lose"

sorry sweeties, so ,much has been going on lately i just havent had the time to blog & the fact that my internent still isnt working is a huge factor ..

so remember that post i made a couple of months ago about how happy & in love i was yada yada yada well drumrole pleaseee . . . that is no more , i'm offically single the feelings bittersweet honestly but i'm taking things day by day & slowly but surley my life will get back to normal

always love,

chelsea

my past has memories that will never be forgotten, but they will be pushed aside and over ruled by the future ,

life NEVER tells you the when's or why's but i need to stop dweling on the past and move on shit happens right thats just the way it goes heres a quote that is very dear to my heart & helps me realize that a some point it's time to exhale and let it go ..

.......

this is the beginning of a new day. God has given me this day to use as I will. I can waste it or use it for good. What I do today is important, becayse I am exchanging a day of my life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever, leaving something I have traded for it. I want it to be gain, not loss; good, not evil; success, not failure; in order that I shall not regret the price I paid for it.

xoxo,

- C

ONE more post

y'all know i had to do it , LMAO

8th grade , smh

lol need i even post more ?

pt.1 of a great interview

YEA BUDDDY !

Oprah picked a fabulous way to open her season premiere, Whitney Houston was so candid and open about everything & i cannot wait to see her perform tomorrow & see pt.2

i even made my boyfriend watch this ...

lalala

always ,

-chelso

VMA'S

this shit was FIRE , literally . great way to open a show
then this ish not a good look kanye
according to ybf he was asked to leave after the statement was made smh BRO !

beyonce gave taylor swift the credit she deserved

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what a way to close the show i loved it :)

but uh wtf was lil mama doing on stage lmao that was too funny

( all photo cred : ybf)

xoxo,

chelsea

9/11/09

it's 12:00 so it's technically the 12th but whatever i wanted to blog about this .

9/11 is a day that too many lives were lost and it's unfortunate the way everything played out innocent people doing a HONEST days work & look what happened, it's something that i will never forget because its a part of history i was alive to see . i remember the day it happened we were in class & had an emergency assembly where the video was played over and over . then the second plane hit and i realized that this was happening it was real .

i cant sit here and say i can relate but i did feel there pain, shit i felt my own pain. i was sad for the the people whose lives were innocently taken and for all their loved ones who had to keep going through all the sadness , my heart will forever go out to those individuals .

so as we continue to go on our day, let US not EVER EVER forget it's significance

always love,

chelseA

first day of my last year in HS

YO.YO.YO.

well well well . a senior i am , i anticipated this day since the beginning of 9th grade , but when reality sets that i'm actually DONE goodbye petty mellow drama & hello real world ? whew , thats a totally huge deal for me but nonetheless it's gonna crawl up & bite me in the ass sooner or later , so i must get prepared for it .

First day hmmm

wasnt quite what i was expecting it kind of felt like we had went on a week break & now were back not much changed , or maybe it's just the raft of being a senior i mean we have done this first day thing for 4 years now, i think it's just getting old

ANYWHO i didnt take alot of pictures today because my camera was in my trunk:( so these are the ones i took & more will be adding as i get them from jordan

* lunch at in & out :)

she's back

and i love it :) . alot of websites have been criticizing her new CD "i look to you" but have to disagree with some aspects of that , because i love it and her I've always and forever will be a fan, people are saying that they were expecting a more powerful voice yada yada , you know they wanted to hear the old Whitney . ding dong muthafucka the old Whitney is gone , she's been through so much and has overcame it all how about we talk about that? about the fact that she didn't just throw in the towel , and about how she's TRYING . i agree her voice doesn't sound like it did in past songs but we all know why so lets cut the bullshit eh ?

GO BUY THE CD , show your support ,

my favorite songs on it are :

-million dollar bill

-i look to you

-like i never left

-i didn't know my own strength

listen to it , i truly believe it's Whitney's time to shine , so let a LEGEND do what she does best

oh & watch her on Oprah lol , sept.13 :)

peace baby ,

chelsC

a shitload of unfortunate events

have you ever had to find the answer to something when you don't even fully understand the question , i'm sure you have but i mean what do you do when you're being somewhat forced to give answers to a question that's more than a little blurry to you. a question that's not being explained to you ...

obviously this is something way more than how it seems , i would love to elaborate but i wont because i don't want sympathy or compassion i want to know how people can expect ME a 16 year old to answer questions and make decisions that a 16 year old shouldn't have to answer or let alone be aware of ...

let me break it down , i'm 16 & lately my good luck has come with bad after math , and life has become a shitload of UN fortunate events

just sick and tired of being sick and tired

praying for a miracle but who isn't ?

always,

- c