hollywood night

good times with ayanna,dannie,dev, & brandon so many Laughs great night :)

in other news

I'm highly aware that today is new years eve (tonight im ON) and I've been thinking since last night what's my resolution think think think . Then I thought harder and I've come to the conclusion that i just dont have one ..no im not perfect and I do believe that some things should be worked on but to me a resolution is some bullshit ass way of making promises to yourself that you dont keep anyways. Everyones all in 09 means a new me ..problems of 08 stay there blah blah blah hello odds are you still will be the same bitch.same hoe.same person as you were haha . but hey some people really do change and hats off to ya ! Now lets see 08 by far wasnt my favorite year by any means : Lost everything that really mattered , got it back, mom got sick , cousin was in icu almost died , breon passes at only 15 . Man man man , but theres a blessing in every lesson so I've grown . learned . matured and became a person who I'm genuially happy with . So if 2009 is anything like 08 im in real big trouble ... but i doubt that . If i dont post until after new years may all you Loves be blessed & have a great new year (get all kinds of messed up) and be safe

PEACE .

this that and

the other

haha peace .

read a book

if you didnt know reading is and will always be my first love other than writing of course but anyways i began reading a new book by sister souljah (yes the one who wrote the the coldest winter ever) but this one is called midnight inspired by the character midnight from the coldest winter I suggest if you liked her other book you will enjoy this one just as much. I like it because it's unexpected if you think your're going to read about sex.sex.and more sex. youre WRONG if you think your gona read about the life of a hustler WRONG if it has anything to do with ignorance your WRONG hah. so just check it, and see for yourself Oh and she also has another book out called No Disrespect which I'll be reading next check them both out .

a la yesterday

i haven't blogged since before christmas yea yea mine was cool though got some things I wanted anywho the next day I went shopping with malonie and found some great things doing so :)

now fast forward to yesterday,and our night at the grove i knew i didnt like that place anymore and last night totally confirmed it . But here are pictures regardless :

then the night ended ...had a great time but no more grove for this one !

oooh but WAIT , i found my new must have
new marc jacobs bag uhmm daddy ? lol.
xoxo,

chelsea.

christmas eve

& im wiped out tired etc. if i hate wrapping presents and I hate wrapping paper so I do it like the G I am and use some good ol' newspaper =) i've had a long day so I probally wont post again until after christmas so have a good one & God bless

xoxo,

chels

Never ?

"Why they say never say never when they know that aint right , cause to never say never you done said never twice".... haha my bestfriend is cooler than yours :)

she said it

update

whew i've been so tired these past few days it's crazy since break begun i havent gone to sleep before 12 since, last night I clocked in at 3:45am i was Onn , like no other haha. Had a sip of henn almost burned my throat out gosh drinking is digusting seriously i had to stick to my hawaian punch :) In other news i've started talking to someone from my past whom i missed dearly so i'll let ya know how that turns out. I've been in corona since yesterday & im missing the hell out of La, seems like shit is on pause until I get back & when I do i STOP.and START right back again haha sometimes I really Love my Life & think this is the life im meant to live, And no one could do it better =P

Btw is anyone other than me like way to hyped for the Notorious to come out Jan.16 Im at the movies,boo'd up and in line (cause you know it'll be one)

And when is the coldest winter ever movie suppose to hit theaters ... anyone know ?

winter break

offically began yesterday,and might I say we got it started off great =]

• so as for my day it went like this,I didnt go to school friday so I went to ashly's house
• then we waited,daniel and ayanna showed up. Danced a little laughed alot
• walked to brandin's house,then we sat on the curb thinking about what to do for the remainder of the day. argued with ayanna and daniel because I refused to waste my money to see 7 pounds.
• so we sat more and thought harder....to melrose it was got in the car with the "weed man" Lol

• went to the hood real quick,brandin went to "wizz kid's" casa for a quick while,then off we went
• stopped at the buffalo exchange.cool finds there,ashly & ayanna are gutta bishhs lmao

• bradin met these 3 middle schoolers who were like in awe of him, literally ..so he helped them find outfits for a party so cute:)
• went to a indian restaurant,ayanna asked them did they have cheeseburgers haha.
  melrose boringg,back to Ladera it was
• got back went to panda express said adios to daniel and ayanna,
• Ash and I walked Brandin(D-Lo) home got back to her casa,cold AFwarmed up a bit,
• then krash scooped me up rode around ladera with him for awhile,he went to the gym,
• I go back with ash get dressed,all that good stuff go to the I-Jerk party,rode with some girls from westchester who were really nice & funny
• got in,danced my booty off .jordan and grumpy gills Xavier arrived:)
• time goes by,partys over.
• get back to ash house .
• post.
• finally get home at around 2 enjoyed the hell outta' my day,stay posted the break has just begun =)

notice im in 0 pictures haha what the hell

Going In My Dream Book

all by me of course

signed aeslehc

Disregard

That last post I mean seriously get me hair done you and I both know that something can make me extremly happier so im going to volunteer with this organization called Live United which helps people in various ways. I sign up tomorrow to help at a homeless shelter with women and children and I honestly think that this will fullfill me much more than a hairstyle I mean I'll still do it but I think this will end up being more meaningful to me in the end. If you fill like you need/want to make a difference in someone's life visit the website www.LiveUnited.com

what's next

well idle time is the devil's workshop so I need to have less of it. Honestly most of my time isnt wasted but I'm just thinking of what I can do that will really excite me. Not parties kickbacks etc. something that will make me more happy than the day I got my tattoo Hmm.... suggestions ahh it just hit me I'll get my hair done in some funky crazy style on saturday.Since it's short the possibilties are endless:) So keep checking in & see what I end up doing

xoxo,

chels

easy like sunday morning

a wise woman listens but dosent love.Hears but dosent believe and leaves before she is left

mistake

i hate mistakes.

but i made a huge one and now must fix it,so i guess i should elaborate. Simple and sweet realized some things and I need him in my life. How do i go about that I'm not to fond of that sorry word but I need to stuck it up "anything's worth having,if it's worth fighting for" or so the saying goes.

wish me Luck

the most adorable

ayanna and I spotted this little beauty on our way to chipotle it's so cute 1960 mini cooper,ayanna fell in love man if only she had it and i had my mustang life would be perfectoo !

so..

I played with my hair a little,I actually love it well in the picture it kind of looks a little more extreme than it is but hey the hairstyle works for me =)

wore my high-top chucks today I looked like a greaser:) The grass looks so beautiful to me

my lovely sunflower that I found it caught my eye as corny as it sounds i love the way the rugged background looks but then the brightness makes it just POP !

--In other news:

*i want dreds,but they wont look right on me(I'll stick to short hair) so I want a guy who has dreds

*next I think I'll be getting my vintage chanell bag this weekend GO FIGURE !!

*Last but not least once i get my car & professional camera i plan on making my book of La with really cool/akward pictures and it will be selling at American Appearl(hey a girl can have DREAMS) so be on the look out for it .

xoxo,

chels

Just took my passport picture

Im going to Africa this summmmerrrr ! Omg word's cant explain how excited I am. I must admit a while back i had my doubts all the ignorant comments I've heard "your gona get aids..it's in the air" right? ignorance. Anyways im just so happy Im gona go for about a month or so with my dad & brother I think this is going to top the Jamacia,St.Thomas,and Hawaii trip( okay maybe not) but it's still gona be so worth my while:) I'll have memories for a life time

ready to graduate

well i enjoy school but it's beginning to get boring to me,same shit new day.I guess it'll get better once I start driving..who knows i know senior year I'll regret saying this but for now it stays

In Other News:

im really feeling ALL of those^

christmas presents? Lets hope so =)

Dreaming

I get my ultimate dream car,1964 mustang

like seriously nobody understands my absoulte love for it

I saw one for sale today wanted to just buy it & roll away =/

well,lets keep our fingers crossed get the L's in feb maybe dad will buy it for me ..

until then I'm gona keep up the hope

funniest shit, thanks for tellin' me jess

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIwTYL1fwJk

i have no clue how to put the actual video amauteur right any help ?? leave in a comment please

why

be the change you want to see in the world..

Must we always act like the sterotype? We as in [US] black people its always bothered me but I just watched the first episode of bad girls club and of course the black girl from compton had to make her presence not just seen but heard. Its like she was wearing a big ass sign on her head that said "Hi im from compton and yes being from there I'm not only ghetto & loud but I show no self control,yes I do fit the sterotype that most black women have". SMH SMH shaking my fucking head ! I live in the hood,well MY hood anyways but you'll never know unless I tell you for the simple fact that I carry myself in a way that black people dont like, Oh shes uppidty,look at the little white girl,she thinks shes better than everyone but in reality I'm just someone who refuses to be just another TYPICAL african american teen. Dont get me wrong here I love my people and all but it's been LONG overdue that we change.If anything we should be striving for something better and carry ourselves in a way that represents that.I for one just think it's a damn shame that in the hour I saw of that show A BLACK girl poured a drink on 2 people,got kicked out of 2 clubs & a restaurant. Why must it be [US] all the fucking time.Of course this makes great tv but it also makes white america say "they'll never change." So bottom line all I'm saying is lets have some class,nows a better time than any

OUR PRESIDENT IS BLACK .

xoxo,

chels.