prom ,

prom 2009

it was NOT mine , i was invited so i went , NO he is NOT my boyfriend

just thought i'd clarify :)

Enough of me .

my cousin jaleasa went to prom saturday , with her poppin ass lol ,

she looked so pretty her & larry are such a cute couple :)

me and my favorite bebe ,

P E A c E & BLESSINGS .

prom tomorrow

sorry i've been distant , but i'm getting prepared for prom ...i'm excited even though it's not my own :)

also

i'm really feeling these alot so new editions a la closeto !

p e a C e.

throwback

L m a o ....

wake me up when septemeber ends

.....

regret - LESS ?

okay okay you know how people say you only live once so do it without regrets ? you know what i think of that , BS . it's a nice saying & all but i dont know how much truth it holds in it , with that being said i'll name my TOP 5 REGRETS . most of them are in vague detail because this is only a blog

• -holding my tongue when i should have said something
• messing things up with a guy who was probally in a since "the one"
• not being able to fix things w/ breon before she died

ok so i only have 3 . ohhh well

PEAcE

hater hater ,

pinky (chloe) was referring to my away , ahhhhh i'm a simp you guyys :) proud of it too

funny times.

p e a C e

i love volunteering

the childrens hospital couldnt be a better match for me either :)

even though i havent "offically" started, the orientation today opened my eyes & i really wanna do all i can to help these kids if all i do is make them smile

so im floatinng

somewhere on CLOUD 9

catch me if you cann

xoxo,

chels.

& it went like this

everyone found the need to tell me that my stocking's were ripped , IDIOTS.

i did just happen to walk out the house like that ,

haha whatever , on a more serious note

today i went on skid row i wanted to go because even though i live in la and i'm not that far from downtown i've never actually drove down there .. only saw it on movies & man was it an eye opener, 10, 20, people in one area on ONE corner just standing there w/ literally no place to go believe it or not i was shocked to see so many people down on there luck so then i thought. thought. and thought again & came up with the conclusion i MUST help them ,

no not serving food or giving them my clothes something bigger MUCH bigger what exactly that is i dont know yet but i really feel as though it was MEANT for me to randomly wanna go down there & something beyond myself is screaming "chelsea do something to truly help these people" sounds crazy i know but it's just the truth . i'm trying to do my best to change this messed up world , one tiny step at a time is all it takes .

until next time

xoxo ,

chels.

got DAMN .

rapper Dolla is dead after a shooting at the Beverly Center in Los Angeles. A man was shot in the head outside the shopping center and police have confirmed that Dolla was the victim.
According to reports, Dolla was shot at the parkade of the Beverley Center at 3:10 this afternoon. Dolla, whose birth name is Roderick Anthony Burton II, was killed while waiting for a valet with friend and fellow rapper, D.J. Shabbazz.
Two suspects are believed to have fled the scene after the Beverly Center shooting. Witnesses have stated that they saw a female fire shots during the shooting. Later that afternoon, LAPD captured a "person of interest" connected with the case who was attempting to board a plane at LAX airport. TMZ is reporting that the suspect is 20-year-old Aubery Berry.
A motive for the shooting remains unclear. According to Dolla's publicist, the rapper may have gotten into a dispute with someone at the airport, who later followed him to the mall. The suspects then opened fire, causing patrons at a nearby restaurant to duck for cover.
Prior to his death, Dolla was signed by Konvict, a record label owned by hip-hop star Akon. The 21-year-old rapper was slated to release his first full album later this year.

i liked dolla too , "i'm fucked up was my sonnng"

a look back

i was sittting here thinking about my life & what not and i thought about what it was like before

- trips to bloomigdales

-random adventures to hollywood

-the boyfriends

-the heart breaks ( or what i thought were heart breaks)

-the tears

-the staying up all night, trying to figure out why it was all MY fault

-the regrets

-the partying & everything that comes with it

-the coming in the house at 5 am ,

-the fights

-the everythinnng thats shaped who i am

... just a thought ,

cause life is like a slideshow ...

and all the places I go and all the things that I know,through all the highs and lows

cause life is like a slide show and all the things that I’ve seen and all the things that I dream

you can’t take away from me cause life is like a slide show....

check my bestfriennds blog out ,

http://www.accordingtoojordan.blogspot.com/

stay up . stay focused.stay blessed

i could see us holding hands walking on the beach our toes in the sand :)

that goes out to my sweeetie ;) , had a great day with him

starbucks always is refreshing for me ,

ALSO

tell me you guys watched greys anatomy last night ??????!!!!! all i can say is that is the best show i think i've ever seen . everything seems so real i know it's not real and all but thats how it feels , my emotions last night were all over the place i laughed , cried all of that gooood stuff

so tell me how ya felt about the BEST FUGGGIN finale EVER

GO GREYS .!

happpy friday my loves,

peace.

IDOL .

Dr. Cornell West

he has my respect, i've learned alot from this man

check out his book

race matters.

i plan on writing a book on the society of african americans , chapter one in progressss !

P E A C E.

my essay, i hope you like it, give me FEEDBACK

I’m Chelsea. I am a child of God and a daughter. I am a sister, a niece, a cousin, a friend, and an associate. I am a nonconformist I am a writer, I am a believer, I am free. Above all things I am me. My intentions are always good, I am trying my best to walk in love. If (and when) I fall short please help me up, and try to understand that no one walking earths surface is perfect.
I’ve had to learn the hard way that the truth hurts and so does yesterday but all that matters is I made it through. This isn’t a pity party; I don’t ask for sympathy, I’m just trying to let you know who I am.
Born and raised in Los Angeles, where either you’re in or out no in between or double standards. Living in la can get hard constantly being judged for what you don’t have. I grew up in what some people classify as “the hood” but its home to me. I can’t say anything bad about where I’m from like some people. No sad stories I’m a product of my environment I overcame the adversity and turned it into prosperity. Everything I’m not has made me everything I am. That’s been my motto and I’m sticking to it. People love to tell me what I can’t do but I prove them wrong with my actions, because it’s not what you’re called it’s what you answer to.
Westchester High School is where I’ve been for the past 3 years and since I’ve been here, its been rough I’ve struggled so much trying to figure out who I am. Now I’m content with myself and I’m happily living my life! Of course being in high school theirs temptation to do just about everything. Sex, drugs, and anything in between. That’s one way I’m different. Since high school began I haven’t forgotten my morals. I so often see a lot of people who’ve in the mist of parties drinking etc. lose themselves unknowingly. It’s hard to come in high school and leave out with the same mentality. You go through so many changes being a student ups and downs in and out’s, it’s like a non-stop roller coaster ride.
I try not to lie about myself to often, even though at times I fall short. I at times try to pretend that nothing ever bothers me, when in reality that isn’t at all the truth. They say sticks and stones can break your bones but words should never hurt you, I beg to differ. Words hurt; they burn and stick with you forever. So if I had to say I lie about any aspect in my life it would be that, words can and have hurt me no matter how much I say they don’t.
I’ve had a blessed life up until now and I often wonder what lies ahead of me after high school. I have my own fairy tale on what I’d like my life to be, all the success, money, cars, but this isn’t a fairy tale it’s the real deal, life after high school the unknown. I’m afraid but hopeful of what my future might hold.
Who I am is a young African American adolescent who is curious about what’s yet to be uncovered. A girl who acts on the string she’s placed with, all I can do is hope you like what I play. My past is gone, my now’s are passing with the second and the rest is still unwritten.

your future is yours just go grab it

my bracelet :) it says Jesus loves me .

also ,

monique came to our school today and spoke some real stuff , basically point blank she said that whatever we want we have to get it and work for it because nothing is and will EVER be handed to you without putting in the work for it ! I swear i'll never forget that anything she said to us today i officially consider her and the message my motivation to be everything i want to and will BE :)

KUDOS to monique .

and ,

last night i wrote what I consider the best essay of my life , i'd like to share it so look for it in an upcoming blog !

savageeee .

set it off ?

thats what we were this weekend , me & my kick ass bestfriends went to the hollywood area to do some thrifting :) & ended up running from the police because of ayanna fmylife.

Hooters , i'll never go back there EVER ,
a beautiful flower that was one of a dozen i gave my mommy today

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY ,

what a week

this weeks been crazy AF , believe me i'm not playing but its all good , thats just my life it never ceases to amaze me . heres how things have literally been since my last post

school
kick ass bestfriends

family

boyfriend

& did i say school ?

lol , repeat that and ya know my life ;D

also i got my letter back from the childrens hospital i'm gonna volunteer :) , & i'm going to prom (*not my own) but none the less i'm goinnng :) , it's alot of happy faces in this blog .!

TGIF , got some good ol ice cream

bebe's in the background .

well anyways until next time

P E A C E

todays affirmation

Dear Blog,

i'm really happy in my life right now , i hope things can stay like this for awhile because nothing lasts forever but i'm willing to ride this roller-coaster to the last stop . it just seems like i lost some to gain alot more , i owe alot to my kickass bestfriends:) but i truly thank God for this you guys dont understand just how much shit i've smilied through during highschool theyre were times when i felt like i couldnt do this whole thing anymore , tears became my everyday and i walked around on the edge literally ready to break at any moment & believe me they tried to break me but i held my own and didnt studder one time i'm proud of ME and i'm thankful ..

that i didnt give up or give in

so now i can finally breathe, sit back and relax

enjoy life .

happily without the extras

it was a lonnnnnng road

GOD CAN & did turn my misery into a blessing

anarchy

cant live without it READ THAT .

what a monday

didnt go to school , instead spent the day in santa barbara w/ bebe & dorie :) fun times

god C A N .

peace

shut your mouth hoe no one cares

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