best halloween yet !

Omgeeez, today was the best halloween ever me and the R0D since 9th gradee and one of my best bezzziees dressed up as doo-doo's and it was a knee slapper lmao, heres the pix we took

air brushed shirt " hated but not duplicated"

tarnie & jen, dora nd' madonna !

jen & I, whew look at that fit

Smh,jacket was dum jokees,got tha' ballie on my jeans coach purse poppin !

ghetto face,earrings $5.00 earrings whathefuxxup tarnie lmao ?

wheres my doo-doosister?

here she is

yannie nd'cey cey haha those names were just for the day RELAX

doo doo MAMA's

tarnie likes the jacket =/

check out our throw back j's

i love these girls
tarnie still has on the jacket SMILES=]

your NEVER too young to dress up !

happy halloween Loves be safe & God bless.

my life

ive been mia for awhile and i thought the least I could do was update you on my Life (;

got a tattoo
guess the pix arent quite in sequence Lol & dont mind the shiny stuff on my tummy just the tattoo lotion stuff

everyone finds the need to ask the same dumb question "believe,believe in what" my answer just believe that you can do anything & just about everything that you set your mind to nd another question "did it hurt" no . lol, and the last question "why'd you get it there" my answer why not, does it matter ? you want one huh ? by then im a little mad Lol =)

Also
i went out and broke up all in 24 hours w/ someone who i had no business with anyways no names shall be needed but i summed it up pretty much like this :
i finally learned that loving someone and being in love w/ someone are two WAY different things sometimes you just gada do it,even if people get a little hurt in the process, gadaa take MY feelings into consideration first & listen to MY heart ..and thats just the way it goess buht i still Love yu none the Lesss tip to everyone a guy bestfriend isnt a boyfriend lets not get thosee feelings mixed up which is just want a did .!

and another thing
homecoming's rapidly approaching YES, got my ticket ...!

and thats all she wrote....

the autobiography of MALCOLM X.

I'm reading it and so far i just cant put it down, idk if it's the fact that Malcolm X is one of my idols or the fact that his thought process and his overall being was powerful hmm whatever the case it's great if you have time i suggest ya' read it

question

why do we all yearn to be loved so badly? No not the love of parents and friends,im talking about young love. As I'm on myspace today I notice that everyone's married wifey/hubby or they leave a space blank like ___ that space is for my one true love who I have not found yet ..why even have the space then ? Maybe it's just a metaforic statement I dunno. All I'm trying to figure out is how come we as teenagers are so incompelte without an "other half". I guess that's part of the reason I want to major in Psychology so I can really get into the human mind and figure this stuff out. Now dont get me wrong I'm no exception to this at times I question my own thoughts wondering why love is the consumption of my mind. Maybe it's all apart of being a teenager falling in and out of love,being heartbroken,saying your happy single when the reality is you would love to be in someone's icon as wifeey ..... hah, got cha there huh?? lol well I guess john lennon summed it up best

all you need is love

XOXO,

chelsea.

breon breon

as normal i thought about her today & yet again tried to make sense of it all and still came up with the same answer nothing. It's so bizzar how we were all so close and because of drama our friendship fell apart, but that dosent stop the memories we had if only time could reverse itself but it cant well we miss you breon taylor 1992-2008,please guys dont take anyone or anything for granted

the FUCK.

Just like most of you i was watching making the band tonight and at first no lie i though diddy was making a huge mistake letting aubrey go but actually after tonight my mind totally changed for one aubrey thinks she runs just about everything & you have to respect the person who has given you this chance like diddy said humble yourself ... and OMG. i couldnt believe that when she was finally given the chance to speak to diddy she said i like your shirt WTF stop being silly, I'd actually have more respect for aubrey if she was just real like fukc you diddy i deserve to be in this group blah blah blah other than acting nonchalant like she dosent care.I just feel like she told the fans what they wanted to hear not was was real uhmmm thats why I LOVE DIDDY no bitchassness, call it like it is. Seriously i have so much respect for him it's bananas(; as for d.woods out of sight out of mind Lmao but im not even gonna front w/o d.woods and aubrey danity kane cant be what it was smh.

mr.hippie man

last night

was pretty fun ;

wtf

seriously >:

whoop de do

happy tuesday,
besides that uhmm I'm very excited for the weekend it's Tarnies 16th bday =) it's gona be so fun cant freakin' wait . haha,this boy in subway was mocking my laugh i thought it was actually funny because it sounds just Like mine go figure,T0DAY i was accused of stealing soccer ball smh WTF ?? it was so funny seriously how could & why would i ever steal soccer balls these are the kind of things that make you think am i accused because im black? And beleieve me im the last person that blames situations on race but if the cookie crumbles that way then hey I also mailed my bestfriend whitney a letter since shes in the navy
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS

imh so much,gosh i wish she'd come back

Prom Niight was dum jokess/memories ily Berry !

Wtf ..?

i must get this out my system why in the world is just about everyone turning bi or just full out lesbo ? Okay let me clarify i have no problem w/ gay people whatever makes you smile. However in no way do i condon it i swear just about everyone is coming oout ..
people who just months ago were as straight as an arrow .Hmm i honestly believe it's a trend but like do they think it's tiite ?? One out of every 5 girls i see is either bi or straight gay smh smh smh . In no ways am i gay bashing but on the other hand its like the most random girls are like yes im bi so what ?? WTF you werent a week ago ; uhmm hint KATY PERRY i love you & your song but maybe it's just not sending the best message idk I'll let you do you as long as it isnt affecting me were good ! I really just wanted to blog about this since it's been on my mind for awhile

peacee

Friday =D

tgiif best day ever ...agreed ?? kapeesh ! today was pretty much a chill day as are most days at Whs well mines anyways no BS it's all love .. so today at soccer practice tarnie jen & I spun roound and roound super fast with our eyes closed then opened them and fell on the ground ..psh you would think we would be tired after about 3 times but NO every fall was more fun than the other
see what I do instead of have sex and smoke my life away ..Lmao im just a kid at heart =D .
also
in a wave of emotion tarnie jen ayanna & I signed up to be ak's it's all fun plus the team was lookin quite doo doo so we figure why not spice it up ..monica said if more "NORMAL" people join maybe it'll be better Lol ..all the ak's which i felt "made the team" are GONE therefore im looking forward to it

as of yesterday..

my day totally bombed(and NO that isnt a good thing) okay so the plan was to go see nathan ,which i did but omg did that go so wroong i wont be specific no need to embrass anyone so long story short it was a complete waste of half a day and it was hot on top of that smh basically anything he & I had is in a pile of memories that wont be looked at anytime soon..after that terrible waste my day brighted met up w/ ayanna and dannie hung out by the pool,ayanna flirted w/ a creepy man on the bus,dannie said the pool was in the -0's Lmao just a few highlights of yesterday next day off i think i should just stay at home =(
as far as today goes HEAT HEAT HEAT HEAT plus soccer not a good combo simple and sweet just not a good day for me oohwee top models about to come on ...

gone Like the wind