my state of the union

IN.

• Nicki Minaj
• Family
• Friends
• Prom
• College

OUT.

• Rihanna
• Bitches
• Drama
• Red Lipstick
• Twitter

love love,

chels

my theme song

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars,

i could really use a wish right now :-*

it's in Gods hands

R E S P E C T

is something people just do not have.

i lost all respect for someone today, & as much as i want to wish them nothing but bad days and worse nights .. i wont because i am bigger than that i'll leave they're karama to be worked out with God.

xoxo,

cee

live like you're dying

God bless,

chelsea

some food for thought :

“Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up.”

chelsea.

i can do all things through christ who strengthens me

john 3:16

as always, life these days

Well for one my camera's still in the shop i miss it so much i had NO photos on spring break. Speaking of such it was "okay" like always i had allot of epiphanys and realized allot of things. I think that silence sometimes can be the scariest thing because you're faced with your own demons. Believe me. One thing i can say that i took from spring break is i got Chelsea together i re-analyzed the person who i am destined to be and from the person who i was becoming sadly those 2 people were on extremely different paths in life. The person i am destined to be is focused on the bigger picture. will take risks in order to achieve her dream.put God first. appreciate my blessings.love my short-comings. and most of all love myself. and believe me the road i was on was just all bad i don't think i ever lost sight of my goals but i was making it HARD on myself to be able to reach them because of MY own dumb decisions.

So here I am.

somewhat brand-new, yet i'm still the same

God willing imma make it.

xoxo,

cee

tonight i'm crying

I never show my emotions because I think its a sign of weakness but tonight I'll allow these tears to fall I have made a fool out of myself, taken my anger out on people who I care about, lost the one person who made me smile, and blamed just about everyone for my actions. I feel so alone & I'm surrounded by so many people. I don't know anymore , guess I'm feeling some kind of way. Maybe I need to take some time away from everything and get to know who Chelsea is because if I keep down this road my memories will be replaced w. moments. So tonight I'm crying

-chelsea

april FOOLS