hello hello hello

i feel like its been forever but it was a longg weekend and blogging had to take the backseat for awhile,anywho im thinking about buying 808's and heartbreak and I am sasha firece but from what i've heard beyonces cd is trash other than her two singles but I try not to believe the hype and see for myself so next time i hit up target I guess ima get em

and why the hell is keyshia coles mama so damn ghetto Lmao gotta love her !

happy thanksgiving,

2008 hasnt been my favorite year so much shit has happend but through it all i've learned to humble myself and be thankful for each and everything I have and just be thankful for life itself because in a blink it can be gone ..Seeing how another half lives and that everyone dosent have the simple things that we so frequently take for granted like a mother and father,a roof over our heads,shoes,clothes we always forget about the things like this because we seem to be more focused on material things,no lie sometimes I have to catch myself because I complain about stuff like not being able to get a marc jacobs bag or 158 dollar boots when others would be happy to have a plate of food... All I'm saying is that as im growing up i see whats genuially important and I thank God for everything he's blessed me with & seriously we should all do the same,

so with that being said happy thanksgiving to ALL .

God Bless.

xoxo,

chels

rain.rain.rain

i love it,sets my mind at ease :)

Excuses

Excuses are the destruction of this society we have today, as opposed to living right it enables us to stray,causing us to delay,taking time that no man can repay.And in response to our ignorance we choose to run away. Faded visons of a future existing doing wrong and no right but constanly resisting now it puts us in this posistion where we cant stand erect And thats a direct effect of excuses i bet Today our youth are not striving to make a living because we keep taking from our community and in return we stop giving not realizing that if we fail we dont get a second chance sagging our pants,lights flash,we glance following negative commands trying to succeed but we cant. See, we cant do it all alone because we're preparing for destruction if we attempt it on our own. See if we wait upon God the bible says we will rise that no if's,ands or buts and thats not a compromise but we must first take the option to change and not abuse it and remember the first

step to failure is excuses....

-will williams

must have

weekend FUN.

cool.had a nice time in hollywood last night,ate,walked up&down hollywood Blvd,got my kiss,great night :)

on the way had some spare time Lol,tarnie and I shoulda smiled

oh shit were LOST,no we really were

smile for me daddy =D

love them

rick james haha insiderr
finally got there btw you order from a computer so cool & the games were hilarious
hmmm
shoulda ordered sumthin else

where's coodie,ky,raven,and pook ?
time to go home starbucks shit was watered DOWN ugh

if it isnt obvious i cut off my hair ..! Smh i didnt get pictures of everyone walking down hollywood blvd but it was really really funny.

xoxo,

Chels.

im 16

yay,it took long enough!! well my birthday was on the 18th but i've been so busy im just getting to post the pictures today oh well all in all i had a great 16th birthday,thanks to EVERYONE who made my day bright=] i Love you all happy birthday to ME

the cake that dannie bought me yumm it was so good

before.
after.
lol,tarnie and these faces

haha,i love this one .

XOXO,

chels.

--btw pt.2 of my bday is saturday ie my dinner party in hollywood i'll be sure to post the pictures ... & i have a surprise for EVERYONE tomorrow omg, wait till' you see what i did =p

shit that bothers me

my best friend Malon did a blog like this and she said to try it because it makes you feel better so here it is : shit that's been bothering me

• this "dumb" word yes yes if you read some old blogs i used it,but then i realized i needed to stfu that word sounds stupid " I'm dumb bomb" uggh bite ME lol.
• the superfical people in highschool,who act like placement and who you know,where you sit,what you wear is everything that matters
• girls who come to school with scarfs on their head
• boys who to come to school in house shoes
• gold rope chains(they've always bothered me)
• people who just want to fight to prove they take no shit
• angry people ..
• 10 braclets on one arm
• those swapmeat sandals
• tiu
• kush,it's a trend !
• bisshs that talk to your ex's behind your back UHMM yes you kimmie
• aims like "im bomber than you"
• whs
• iphones and theyre disfunctional service
• those people that hate to see others comming up
• tpain
• baseball players >:o
• myspace pages that seem like they put way too much thought into it ..lol forreal
• that supreme shit & hundredss STOP
• mohawks
• high waisted jeans(i never liked them)
• annoying ass people
• those love hate boots,& the ones with all those strings and fur
• females who stare for no reason,then i give em the finger
• the grove
• shiny weaves, the real synthic ones
• colorful jeans espically hot pink

and thats it whew i do feel better =]

just found these !

just found some pictures from 9th grade [awee] man time goes by fast !

loves deceit.

This is that poem toward's the end of atl & it's one of favorites so i though I'd share it

Pleasure turns to pain
Of the lessons learned from strain
Of the questionsburned in my brain
About whether love is humane in its touch
These thoughts are like salmons swimming
Upstreamin the tears of your deceit
Fighting the currnet hurt that kills
more than is created by the chaos of our interwined emotions
Chaotic because the anchor of Eros' arrow has been plucked
From the vessel of my undying infatuation
Separation not as simple as the distance between us
My mind no longer possessed by the demons that had been
The overseers of my enslavement to your lies
The seeds of these lies rooted so deeply they've
cracked the foundation of what we once shared
Allowing the faith in us i had sealed to gush out
Like a river ripping the image of our future together
From my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if
It were a child being taken from his its mother
I'm left surrounded in darkness but i refuse to be swallowedby it.
My lonliness like the night air
Invisible to the eye
Obvious to the touch
In its cold uncomfortableness
Yet if I could do it all over again
I'd do it in the same skin I'm in
To lay down and let love die
Just stay down and let love lie
No no not I
I'll stay around and let love fly
Even though I've seen its darkest for Deceit
Nothin else could taste this warm or feel this sweet.

homecoming

my bestfriends & I being ghetto lol

bff =)

my loves

i'd ride for this onee lol.

btw these arent all my pictures,just the ones I felt like posting up if you wanna see the rest theyre all on my page .!

my day

after finals :

went to chipotle(:

noticed I had a hole in my stockings didnt really care i kinda liked it haha

kept on eating my food .. dannie & I got burrito bowls they were pretty good ..! try it

it's somebodys birthday

my daddy's nd' my brodieeee whoopie i love those guys

1 more day until barack obama becomes president,get out there & make it happen people

in those jeans

that song brings back memories [= so last night turned out to be funny as fukc went out w/ tish and we went to this kickback(her people) them crenshaw kidss were too funny. All in all tish was hurt as fukc by like 10 nd' we got there at 9 lmfao i wasnt nearly as bad as her but i was a little out of it between the hours of 11-1 smh so of course we couldnt go home like that so we had to post until it wore off,so finally got home at like 4am my mom was sleep so she thought i was home at 12 ahaha still got in a lil' trouble tho but it was all worth it. I dont think i'll have another night like that until saturday Lmaooo fina get hurt at homecoming like foreal foreal cant wait ..!

awee look what i just found,remember when i had red hair people ?

btw 2 moree days until Barack Obama makes history !

saturday night

Lonielness is my comfort,silence is my only friend FUCK i hate this. being at home on a saturday night thing my mom's a real bitch for this one. She wont let me go to my bestfriend's house and im beyond infirated. It's one thing to say no and have a reason but to say no just because makes me want to tell her something that will get me in trouble(if you know what i mean) she wants to ruin my night i should ruin hers ... but i wont wastes to my energy but I will however make tonight a living hell and she'll wish i was gone,hey I guess thats the same thing huh ? =] wtf i have nothing to do at all. fuck this shit,im about to call up the cuhzzo and leave this hell-HOLE and not come back till Like 2am how you like them apples mommy ? Hahahhaha

best halloween yet !

Omgeeez, today was the best halloween ever me and the R0D since 9th gradee and one of my best bezzziees dressed up as doo-doo's and it was a knee slapper lmao, heres the pix we took

air brushed shirt " hated but not duplicated"

tarnie & jen, dora nd' madonna !

jen & I, whew look at that fit

Smh,jacket was dum jokees,got tha' ballie on my jeans coach purse poppin !

ghetto face,earrings $5.00 earrings whathefuxxup tarnie lmao ?

wheres my doo-doosister?

here she is

yannie nd'cey cey haha those names were just for the day RELAX

doo doo MAMA's

tarnie likes the jacket =/

check out our throw back j's

i love these girls
tarnie still has on the jacket SMILES=]

your NEVER too young to dress up !

happy halloween Loves be safe & God bless.

my life

ive been mia for awhile and i thought the least I could do was update you on my Life (;

got a tattoo
guess the pix arent quite in sequence Lol & dont mind the shiny stuff on my tummy just the tattoo lotion stuff

everyone finds the need to ask the same dumb question "believe,believe in what" my answer just believe that you can do anything & just about everything that you set your mind to nd another question "did it hurt" no . lol, and the last question "why'd you get it there" my answer why not, does it matter ? you want one huh ? by then im a little mad Lol =)

Also
i went out and broke up all in 24 hours w/ someone who i had no business with anyways no names shall be needed but i summed it up pretty much like this :
i finally learned that loving someone and being in love w/ someone are two WAY different things sometimes you just gada do it,even if people get a little hurt in the process, gadaa take MY feelings into consideration first & listen to MY heart ..and thats just the way it goess buht i still Love yu none the Lesss tip to everyone a guy bestfriend isnt a boyfriend lets not get thosee feelings mixed up which is just want a did .!

and another thing
homecoming's rapidly approaching YES, got my ticket ...!

and thats all she wrote....

the autobiography of MALCOLM X.

I'm reading it and so far i just cant put it down, idk if it's the fact that Malcolm X is one of my idols or the fact that his thought process and his overall being was powerful hmm whatever the case it's great if you have time i suggest ya' read it

question

why do we all yearn to be loved so badly? No not the love of parents and friends,im talking about young love. As I'm on myspace today I notice that everyone's married wifey/hubby or they leave a space blank like ___ that space is for my one true love who I have not found yet ..why even have the space then ? Maybe it's just a metaforic statement I dunno. All I'm trying to figure out is how come we as teenagers are so incompelte without an "other half". I guess that's part of the reason I want to major in Psychology so I can really get into the human mind and figure this stuff out. Now dont get me wrong I'm no exception to this at times I question my own thoughts wondering why love is the consumption of my mind. Maybe it's all apart of being a teenager falling in and out of love,being heartbroken,saying your happy single when the reality is you would love to be in someone's icon as wifeey ..... hah, got cha there huh?? lol well I guess john lennon summed it up best

all you need is love

XOXO,

chelsea.

breon breon

as normal i thought about her today & yet again tried to make sense of it all and still came up with the same answer nothing. It's so bizzar how we were all so close and because of drama our friendship fell apart, but that dosent stop the memories we had if only time could reverse itself but it cant well we miss you breon taylor 1992-2008,please guys dont take anyone or anything for granted