ambitious girl: January 2010

30.1.10

29.1.10

WHEN IT’S ALL SAID AND DONE, REMEMBER THE FEARLESS, REMEMBER THE DREAMERS, REMEMBER THOSE WHO REPRESENT THE GHETTO…THE FAIRY TALE OF NOTHING TO SOMETHING. I’M BRIEFLY SADDENED BY NEGATIVE COMMENTS, BUT I HAVE TO REMEMBER THOSE PEOPLE ARE SCARED, INCAPABLE OR JUST PLAIN IDIOTS. WE ARE THE FUCKING ROCK STARS BABY. NO COCAINE, JUST LIFE MY NIGGAS!! NO COCAINE, JUST LIFE! IT’S FUNNY TO ME WHEN FASHION BLOGGERS DOWN OUR OUFITS AND THEN SUPER JOCK OUTLANDISH SHIT ON THE RUNWAY BUT THEN THEY DRESS MAD PRUDE AND DON’T LIVE FASHION. WE LIVE IT MAN. FUCK THAT, WE LIVE IT!!! WE LIVE IT SO HARD PEOPLE LIVE THROUGH US! WE REPRESENT YOUR INNER SPIRIT!! THE CHILD IN US ALL, THE BRUTAL HONESTY, THE NAIVETY, THE BRAVE WARRIOR, THE ADRENALINE THAT ALLOWS A MOTHER TO LIFT A CAR IF HER CHILD WAS TRAPPED UNDER IT! REMEMBER, THERE WAS A TIME WHEN EVERYBODY DISSED MICHAEL JACKSON EVERY CHANCE THEY COULD. IMAGINE THE PRESSURE OF BEING A TRUE ICON. VERY FEW HUMAN BEINGS ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO TAKE CONSTANT HATE!!! IF WE DON’T DO WHAT YOU FEEL IS THE SHIT, YOU BEAT US UP VERBALLY AND MENTALLY, LIKE A CATHOLIC SCHOOL TEACHER BEATING A CREATIVE STUDENT INTO SUBMISSION. I CAN HEAR YOU SCREAMING ‘COLOR INSIDE THE LINES!!!’ WELL FUCK YOUR COLORING BOOK, COLOR BY NUMBERS APPROACH TO LIFE. AT THE END OF THE DAY WHO ARE WE HURTING??? OH “THE NEW BLACK???” SINCE BARACK IS PRESIDENT BLACKS DON’T LIKE FUR COATS, RED LEATHER, AND FRIED CHICKEN ANY MORE?! WHEN YOU TRULY UNDERSTAND CULTURAL SETTINGS, BOUNDARIES, AND OUR MODERN DAY CASTE SYSTEMS, THEN YOU CAN FEEL THE GLORY AND PAIN FROM THE DAYS OF KINGS IN AFRICA TO THE NEW KINGS OF THE MEDIA. LET THE BALL PLAYERS DANCE AFTER THEY SCORE! IT’S LIFE MY NIGGAS, IT’S LIFE! REMEMBER CLOTHING IS A CHOICE. WE WERE BORN NAKED!!! FRESH IS AN OPINION, LOVE IS OBJECTIVE, TASTE IS SELECTIVE, AND EXPRESSION IS MY FAVORITE ELECTIVE. NO MORE POLITICS OR APOLOGIES!!!

word .

stupid in love- rihanna

my new nickname is “you idiot” (such an idiot)hmm, that's what my friends are calling me when they see me and ringing to my phone, they're telling me let go, he is not the one.I thought I saw your potential,Guess that's what made me dumb.He don't want it, like you want it, screaming and cheating, oh girl why do you waste your time?You know he ain't right. You telling me this, I don't wanna listen.

who else loves this song :)

-chelsssss

28.1.10

it's always sunny in california

be blessed,

-chelsea .

26.1.10

you know what i dont like

When people assume that they are suppose to come before me. I always put myself first well other than my family and God of course, but my point is this no boy no man no one will be head of my life & this is not a personal attack towards anyone this is more of a general statement .

& i will continue ,

I also don't like my current situation my parents and myself are disconnected and when I talk to them matters get worse, I'm grateful for having parents but at the time I think communication needs to be worked on before the problem escalates into something bigger

I don't like how we are treating the people in Haiti like animals throwing food from helicopters and what not ; this is 2010 I know we can do better

lol , just kidding I'm done blogging for the night but please keep me in your prayers because seriously I'm one step away from breaking completely down I'm just trying to keep it all together

love.love,

chels

the pregnancy pact

if you havent already , watch this on lifetime

24.1.10

no title

i've cried all the love out my system. refilled it with hate so i'll never be the emotional victim. and i'm coming back with a vengance, watch how vindictive ; i get when blood is my incentive

not much ; new look

omg i missed the black college expo because i had to get my hair done, I'm highly disappointed because i know i would have gotten some acceptance letters ; but I'll just wait for those in the mail :-*

always blessings .

-cee

18.1.10

this shit is fresh

life is such a blurrr

life is treating me well I've been taking chances and making moves as a senior should do but I'm also anticipating the month i walk across the stage and say that final goodbye to high school Lord knows I'll miss it once I'm gone . the life lessons i have learned at westchester will be ones i will never forget ; all the drama & bullshit i went through is something that needed to happen to make the person i am today. The friendships i have formed are cherished & life-long believe that. Well in a couple of months I'll be writing an extremely emotional goodbye high school post

but until that time i cannot wait to make more memories :)

byeeeeee :)

-chels