* my tip for the day

DONT GIVE UP .

this college thing is kicking my ass, like all the odds are aganist me but am i still going to try? yes . some college someplace will take a chance with me & realize that i can beat these damn odds its getting hard though mann everyones telling me what i should do or whats best for me ,

leaving this one up to God & he always comes through .

just some food for thought,

xoxo

-chelsea

dust of hope

for far to many times she's tried

fail and fail, denied of pride.

door after door searching to find.

something of meaning, one of a kind.

the mistakes remain real.

one last chance to run.

time's falling away.

but done remains done.

truth screams pain.

and pain she can take.

every truth holds two lies.

and those lies hold her fate.

no more reasons to hide.

with her head held high.

she'll walk with pride.

the dust of hope keeps her alive.

-heidi g .

always,

chelsea

back offa hiatus

hello .

omg, i have missed blog spot so much :) my computer was broke for the millionth time & as you can see i have not had it for like half the month,

oddly enough, not much has changed in my life lately a few ooh's & ahh's typical high school stuff ya know ?

other than that im sick and tired of the people in this house, other than my mother like do they NOT understand that this is her house ? smh, respect that

hmm, family doesn't really mean much at the end of the day they do the same exact dirt as would any other muthafucka

w/ that i'm goneeeee .

xoxo,

cee

1 college essay done :)

& it's good if i say so myself .

i did have a hard time with the 200 word limit, but a good writer always works it out ;-p

okay seriously tho i cant believe its only October , as much shit as i been doing for college you'd swear it was about time to graduate but hey it'll all work itself out, all my apps will be signed sealed & delivered in due time & i can start enjoying senior year stress free while come April everyone will be cramming last minute trynna get those out of state apps out

the early bird catches the first worm,

i'm saying all this stuff but guyss i'm nervous as hell i have so many doubts thinking no where is gonna take me , i have regrets like maybe i should have worked harder etc.

BUT

all that's gone, i did what i can do & it'll be out of my hands

either way it goes, it's not the end of the world & no matter what road i take ,

I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL & SELF MADE .

believe that .

much love,

chelsC

this is FUNNY

-love love,

chelsea

closer to my dreams

i need to officially stop procrastinating I've been talking about starting up this non profit & I have been pushing it to the side. It's actually pretty sad because I know the steps i need to take to make it a success, have you ever felt like hey this is right this is going to work. Honestly i don't feel that way too often but when it comes to this i do . No more bullshit excuses, i have to much drive to let what i think is going to change my life & so many others around me to let this pass me by. And yea it's just an idea .. a thought .. a chance I'm willing to take,

remember that one post i made about how i felt like it was something beyond me saying this is what you were put on this earth to do is help others, that feeling hasn't gone away & I'm no preacher or expert on this stuff but it's gotta be God trying to tell me something, it has to be. So those who believe in me & my dreams pray for what I'm trying to do, and those who want to hate it thank you .

I'm 16 with a dream to establish a non-profit for those who children who don't think dreams are real who think that they're unattainable. The purpose ? BEATING THE ODDS seeing beyond circumstance.. i grew up in the hood just like the next person BUT the difference is my parents have always shown me MORE than my neighborhood how many kids can say they've been to Hawaii, st.Thomas, new york, Jamaica the list continues & I'll be in Africa next year.

Catch my point, i beat & will continue to BEAT the odds " certain people" cast upon me

soon to be graduate, soon to be college freshman, & if this non-profit goes the way i believe it will a 16 year old girl changing lives on step at a time every chance i get

of course this isn't a solo thing, me & my best friend Jordan have been coming up with this for awhile now .

give me time, it is my senior year, obviously this going on the back burner is going to happen it can take months this can take years but best believe the result will be worth it all it's a dream of mine to change lives

bottom line :

NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS PEOPLE

LOOK out for it : CHANCE FOR CHANGE :)

making moves starts today.

xoxo,

chelsea

excuse me blogworld

i follow some blogs and you guys aren't producing ,

cmonnn i wanna know whats going on whats the point of having a blogspot if you aren't gonna post & i understand that this isn't first second or third priority BUT if you aren't going to produce anything or post once a month DELETE IT !

i knew this was just a trend for some ...

well I'm going to UN follow a few blogs & follow ones worth reading

xoxo,

aeslehc

this ones for you

excellence ,

always,

cee

these .

homecoming's next month, time to choose up

usher- papers

I'm seen around town and my friends can't recognize me, 'cuz I took a chance on love it's like

For you I gave my heart and turned my back against the world 'Cause you were my girl, I done damn near lost my mama, I done been through so much drama I done turned into the man that I never thought I'd be.

alright so this is my shit, obviouslyy .

- so many of these lyrics i can relate to smh. yesterday i had somewhat of an epiphany scratch that more of a realization. Love blinds you .. well it blinded me & i became someone who i NEVER thought i would be ( just like the song says) i changed it up gave up people important to me i never looked back i didn't care because my world was covered , i was walking with my eyes closed but they're open know and open wide. the hurt i felt will re manifest itself in your karma what goes around comes around. As for me I'm back 100% this time, no more lying to myself i feel better now actually just thought I'd share this with you guys

I'm an open book trying sharing my mistakes so hopefully you wont make them

i learned, I've moved on

always,

-chels

Happy 17th Birthday :)

it was tarnie's bday last night so we went out to the pier & had dinner, too many laughs

Goooood Times :)

xoxo,

chelsea

celeb dayy .

i was snoop btw:) GREAT DAY mann . love class of 2010:-*

xoxo,

CEE

super hero day .

i didn't dress today & i really wish i would have ,

nonetheless my class of 2010 is the shit & theyre outfits were hilarious i was anticipating taking pictures but DING DONG i left my batteries at home so i didn't take any but i'll post some once i get them from jordan ...

oh wait heres one of chloe well her ass, haha she was SUPER BOOTY !

more pictures , once i get them ....

until tomorrow ,

- chelsea

first day of spirit week ,

80's DAY .

always & forever,

-chels