got my nose pierced today

not to shabby, nice edition to myself ; 30 days & im going to get the hook or hoop whatever the hell you call it

night night.

chelsea

Howard personal statement, tell me what you think

“People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I do not believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can not find them, they make them.”

I have always been someone to look beyond circumstance and I believe that is what makes me the person who I am today. Who I am is a young African American adolescent who has always been curious about what is yet to be uncovered. A girl who acts on the string she is placed with, all I can do is hope you like what I play.

Growing up in South Los Angeles there were instances when I am made to feel I do not have the power to cause change, and dream big like other people. I can not count the number of times I have been written off as another statistic just because of my surroundings. Every day as I wake up and do my typical morning routine I think about the ways I chose to battle these stereotypes. I know that I am going to college and I will use my education as way to give back to my community and educate them on the world that exists around them.


I believe that when you are surrounded by a people and a community filled with despair it makes you want to work harder and show the world that it is not impossible to beat the odds. This is the reason I have chosen to apply to Howard University, one the best historically African American schools in the country. In a school filled with so much tradition and history about the people who have come before me it is hard to imagine myself being a student any where else. When I think about iconic figures like Nelson Mandela, and Martin Luther King Jr. who are sole reason why I put no limits on anything I set my mind to, it reassures the decision to attend a school like Howard. Though I am only a prospective student I know that the education I will have received will be one that I can take back to the broken environment in which I come from and hopefully inspire the people in it to follow their dreams.


I read somewhere that the concept of a true warrior is someone who does not use violence to take a stand to prove something to others, the true power lies in words and the stories we are able to tell. My story is about a girl who has been told she cannot her entire life, and how I used all the negativity as stepping stones to become stronger. At the end of day I know that I am a “true warrior” and I will continue to tell my stories so that one day someone like myself will know they posses a voice that deserves to be heard.

pico & labrea

yumpppppp.

always,

chelsea

my happy holidays video :-*

merry xmas

to you and yours ...

wishing everyone the best i have a video i'll be posting tomorrow since i dont have my usb but happy holidays, be safe, blessed, & appreciative :-*

& happy birthday devin

bad girls club

tonight CONFIRMED it Natalie is my favorite hands down, yea she was wrong for bringing up that girls child but porshia wasn't playing nice either funniest thing she said tonight :

" if ima hoe i'll be a paid hoe bitchhhh" lmao

* not hating on her grind shit I respect a hustle but, make the money don't let it make youu.

peace & blessings,

cee

2010 is almost here

& some trends need to get thrown out of the window with it ( in my opinion of course)

• those headbands that look like big ass ruber bands squeezing bitches brains out aha exaggeration but those things gotta go,
• high waisted forever 21 floral print skirts
• 50 million bangles
• zebra print fabric
• RED LIPSTICK
• typing liiK3 tHIZ
• bob cuts

it's a million plus more, but those MUST GO

always,

chelsO

time for job

her bag, i really want it. I've waited and waited for it to magically appear in my house but my parents aren't to thrilled on dropping that much for a bag. I've wanted this purse forever so seeing as though Louie Vuitton never goes out of style I'm going to get it .

FIRST : I have to get a job,

SECOND: I'd have to save my money

THIRD: I can hope my mom gets it for me as a graduation gift

xoxo,

cee

R.I.P Brittney Murphy :(

This came as a total shock to me & probably just about the rest of the world

I've always been a fan, since clueless & uptown girls is still one of my favorites, she was only 32, Hollywood has lost another star ...

rest in peace brittney murphy

oh christmas tree

;-)

para ti

always,

chels

9 days until christmas ?

not excited , how can i be ?

we have no christmas tree

no presents

no lights

no decor

no anything

It's weird this is the only Christmas that I'm not expecting anything , you know how sometimes you just know your parents will surprise you with something ? Well not me, I just cant believe that it's next week & we have absolutely nothing (not even spirit) to celebrate that. I'm actually not sad it's just really weird this year mann ..for my birthday my mom got me a card that she already had in her room that she found somewhere. My friends did allot for me but when it just seems like your own mother doesn't take it into much consideration it hurts ya know? And now Christmas is about to be here and i just want to fast forward through it and all those emotions because i know they will come back. Don't get me wrong my dad will give me a nice amount of money to spend on whatever i want, and that's fine with me because he has done so much for me, for example buying me a car & a expensive camera, etc .. so i am grateful for that but my mom is a whole different story our lifestyle has drastically changed and it's taking some getting use to, I understand that things cant go back to the way they were when trips to Bloomingdale's and getting a new mac lip gloss every week was my life. I get that, God knows I do, guess things are just taking its toll

well that was my 5 minutes of feeling sorry for myself :(

always & always,

chelsea

jah bless ...

I wear my uggs folded down cause it's comfy,eat a bomb ass Johnny's pastrami, then top it off with ice cream , <3

its the simple things in life we forget .

xoxo,

chels

sade hype

unlike others .

i'm just not to amped about her cd,

I'm skeptical about this one , but I know in some way shape or form Sade like always will have more than a few songs i will fall in love with so in any case I'll support this & def go buy it in Feb :)

ALSO in albums

cant go wrong with John Mayer, he makes my SOUL feel so goood

always,

C

hey lil mama, i can transform ya'

err . i went out to dinner tonight, & hit up U.O with my guys goood times

beautiful sunday :-*

xoxo,

chelsea

<3 chris brown i swear i do

I'M A CHRIS BROWN FAN ALWAYS & FOREVER

jesse jackson once said :

"What happens to the mind of a person, and the moral fabric of a nation, that accepts the aborting of the life of a baby without a pang of conscience?"

A nation and a people that is pro-choice & can make their own decisions because it is AMERICA the land of freedom where any body is entitled to anything, i guess the whole abortion thing always rubs me the wrong way. Maybe it's because I believe in circumstance and that unexpected things happen & in those type of situations what a woman chooses to do with her body is her business, and who the fuck are we to put a flash light and a microscope under it ? It may not be the greatest thing in the world for a person to do but its what they want to do & i RESPECT THAT

so everybody take 2 steps back, and worry about yourself .

to each is own

forever,

cee

just those rainy days

another day at whs,

peace & blessings,

chelsea

reality vs. illusion.

take

your

pick

-chelsss

no pain is foreva'

BUT ... waiting for it to pass takes along time.

i think I've hit a crossroads

sometimes I'm happier than words can imagine & other times .. well its pretty much the opposite i don't know why . I'm trying to figure it out, come to a conclusion & I'm just about outta ideas

I'm not depressed

my life isn't that bad

I'm single, but for a good reason

i have great friends

greater family

see what i mean ?

what the fucks up with me

maybe I'm just a lost ass teenager ;

eh I'll leave this one up to someone who has the answers to everything

GOD .

always & forever,

cee

relaxing ass monday night

& a messy room :

recipe for success

love.love,
chelsea

back in this thang

;)

i think i've paid alot of due's went thruu alot, when will i finally get the things i put out ;-/

dont get me wrong i love my life , but i'm just ready for something new

never been so confused;

always,

chelso

youu know i had to

cop thissss :)

& i love it, go support him people

im coming back , with a BANG

pleaseee just wait for me. i've had no free time lately & what i do have i use it to sleeep .

im gunna change the look, the feel, the energy of this blog

keep following me:) i'll be back with the good i promise ..

always,

chelsea

birthday gift

my daddy bought me a new camera its the one i picked out too :)

I'll post pictures once i get my memory card this week players

well i don't have much else to say but check this :

" love is a mind state that we are all trying to escape. don't get caught dreaming, that's when your most vulnerable"

love always,

chelsea

on the verge of tears

and i never cry ,

my mom wont listen to me she ignores me, acts like I'm not even here

she is failing to realize that every time she does this she is slowly losing me

i feel like the only person i got, that i can depend on is myself

my life gets more pathetic by the day, i live on pens & needles

ready for something good to happen . or just need some better days, i cant keep up this "act" much longer .

-chelsea

staying positive

hellooooo...

I've applied and i am still applying to some colleges so far & as much as I'm anticipating the letters to come back stating my fate, I'm keeping the positive vibes coming

of course i have to look at reality ;

will not get into all the schools i apply to nor may i get into my dream school, but hey i figure college is college and i'll be happy where ever i go I'm staying hopeful because i know that God has a way for me & no matter how much grief people give me saying that i am not college material or I'll never make it ima keep a smile on my face because success will be the best revenge

so to the people that wanna see me make it, pray for me and what i am trying to do yes i fucked up alot in high school and i got my act together a little late but I'm not going to limit myself to anything, exploring every option to get to my dreams

love,

chelsea

weekend with shanell ;-*

so much funn i love you nell ..

always,

chelsea